Fall and stay in love with someone who loves me back

I’m so young and I don’t know why i want to do this but i keep thinking that life is empty (not my life specifically, I mean life as a concept, life on aggregate) and intrinsically meaningless. I kep thinking that love is the only thing worth having or desiring but nobody knows and no one would believe me. I’m supposed to be smarter than that, stronger than that and yet… all I want is love. So much so that’s it’s killing me not to be in love. so much so that I want to give up… 5 years ago

Well, after falling out of love with my ex, I discovered after 3 months how much I missed him, and how truly wonderful he is. I have fallen back in love and know how much he cares about me. It’s fantastic! 5 years ago