I already have a gym membership with LA Fitness, but I need to get motivated enough to go every other day – alternating with running. I felt so much better about life when I did that. 3 months ago

Finally mustered up enough courage to walk through the door. No one said anything and barely anyone was there. Small steps. 13 months ago

It’s been over a month and i still haven’t done this :/. I’m not sure how to get rid of the fear of rejection and embarrassment. I feel like a wimp and would feel like slapping anyone else that was too afraid to walk through a door for such a trivial reason. I’m retarded but even so i find amusement in such madness; i laugh at myself more than i cry, no one can ever take away my humor. 17 months ago

I’m really nervous about doing this since it will be a new gym from where i signed up; same company just in a different area of town. I just feel like everyone will stare at me and will start to ask me questions like; who the fuck are you? Also, They had problems taking money out of the bank a couple of times so i don’t know if they’ll make a big issue over that. I really don’t want anyone to talk to me, i hate confrontation. Social phobia sucks. I’d say by next month i’ll be able to do this. 20 months ago

I have at least half of my laundry done so i will start this up again soon. I’ve been running around up hills and up stairs like crazy the past two days, i like it when my ass feels tight haha. The only thing i’m concerned about is my gym membership, i haven’t gone in awhile so i don’t know if i’ll still be able to go. Oh well have to walk in and see i guess. 2 years ago