control my finances

so this week I didn’t over spend at all! so I can start to pay off al my debts and get down to brass tacks with my life.

well I wrote down all my money matters and put dates on the calender and have a basic frame work for my new financial structure so hopefully it will work out.

again. do a plan

i will make a table of all expenses and things i have to do to control my finances, and post them somewhere i see everyday.

Elahi anta lel e7san ahlon, fajod ya elahi bel qabool. wa farrej ya elahi kola karben…fa3fwoka belbareyat la yazool.

i did it again, i have taken a visa card and emptied all the account in it, now i am depressed about that, i wish i can have an extra source of money. i owe the bank 1600 JODs that means again 2200 USD. i will just leave the installments for now to the minimum and after i take my certification, i will just put in my account the whole sum and get rid of it once and for all. this is so badly lousy.

i should cancel with al mumtaz taxi, so i wouldn’t spend alot of money.

I’m not sure about this one, I’m not totally sure exactly what i mean.

I kind of thought I needed to start saving money for the future, in a kind of general way, but now I wonder what the point is.

There’s so much to spend my money on, and so little money to spread around.

Should I deprive myself now of little luxuries, so I can have a few quid later on to fix my ferking bastardo shite car? But then if I have no car, I can’t go camping.

And should I save all my money n ow and have a skint, shitty summer, so I have enough money to throw around at Christmas?

I dunno, I can’t help thinking I might as well spend it now, and bollocks to the future, £20k in the bank (I wish) is no good to me if I get run over by a bus.

Anyway, as my Mum found out when my dad died, if you have too much money in the bank when you ill/die/get made redundant, (ie, when you need it most) the government just take it off you anyway, bastards.