Failed and started again Last night.
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I’m starting again tonight. I hope the Lord will bless this little endeavor.
Well, it’s day twelve. :D I admit, I did not pray one night, however, I decided to override in this particular instance the consecutiveness and let it slip. I know I am never going to be perfect and if I can go forty days with only one slip I think that’s good enough. It’s when the slipping becomes a trend that it becomes a real problem.
I’m now on day four. Glory to God for helping me do these prayers with more feeling! Lord have mercy on me a sinner.
Last night was very difficult because sin was blocking my path and I didn’t want to pray hypocritically.
http://theburningbush.wordpress.com/2008/11/09/st-john-of-kronstadt-on-hypocritical-prayer/
Yet, God revealed some verses to me, quite unexpected, that really helped me combat the darkness within me. I’ve now done four days in a row. I’m glad for the temptation last night now, because I’m going to need to persevere in times like that in the future as well, I’m sure.
