don't panic

I know where my towel is.

I haven’t panicked in over 24 hours!
And I know where my towel is.

I’ve don’t panicked many times. Once my head went asplode! because I crammed too much into it, but I just don’t panicked and put it back together more biggerly so it could hold more.

I tied it together with my towel until natural healing glued it into one big piece again.

talking to two people and saying things that are both difficult to say and to hear, after a sleeping pill, after sleeping for 9 hours, after working all morning and after seeing my brother and talking to him (I* hadn’t done that in months), I think I got my emotions under control for now.

i did not panic today when i started to process my film with the wrong chemicals. i came close but i didn’t.

All the projects that were causing me stress are done. I feel sooo much better already. Excuse me while I go fall into a two day coma.

Overwhelmed? Yes
Strung out on caffiene. Hell yes
Twitchy and occasionally irritable? What the @#$% do you mean irritable!?

I can’t even get excited that there’s only a week and half left, because there’s only a week and half left!!!!

deep breaths

to my knowledge i did not panic at all today. i did come close once when i realized i was going to be late to a dinner and there was nothing i could do about it. then i realized who the dinner was with and the fact that we would eat until 2 hours after the dinner was supposed to start and i decided not to panic.