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Year in Review 1 day ago

Let me start by saying: the bar for ‘fantastic’ was set awfully low.

This time last year, everything was up in the air. I’d just moved twice, and I was looking at a third move within the next week. My financial situation was dire enough that I really wasn’t sure if I’d be able to afford to stay in that apartment for more than a few months. My cat – probably my best friend, and certainly one of the few constants in my life since I was thirteen years old – had died that past summer. I’d lost most of my interest in photography, and I was starting to wonder about the whole writing thing.

It didn’t take much to improve on that. Hell – as long as things didn’t get any worse, I’d have counted myself lucky.

Things didn’t get worse. Some things actually got much better.

The apartment I moved into in January was a vast improvement over any I’d lived in for at least seven years. I’m still not fond of the apartment building, or the neighbourhood – I’m probably going to move again in the spring – but the apartment itself is wonderful. By the end of February, the money issues had been sorted.

I started studying Japanese. It’s slow-going, but I’m really enjoying it. I haven’t undertaken a challenge like this in years, and now I wonder why.

In the summer, I spent a bit of time exploring parts of the province that I’d never seen before. It wasn’t much – not enough to satisfy my wanderlust – but it was more than I’d managed to do in the few years previous. It was enough to make me pick up a camera again, at least occasionally.

In June, I adopted a new kitten. Lucy has been… interesting. I’m convinced that there’s some feral cat – or possibly even one of the smaller wild cats we have in the area – in her not-too-distant ancestry. I’ve never known a domestic cat whose wild instincts seem so close to the surface. But she’s clearly adopted me. She’ll hiss at any stranger that comes into the apartment for more than five minutes, but she wakes me up in the middle of the night just to purr and push her face into mine.

It took most of the year, but I finally started writing properly again in September. I was doing really well, too, until the beginning of December, when a computer disaster managed to wipe out 70,000 words, plus the backup.

Clearly, the year wasn’t entirely fantastic.

I haven’t started trying to put that draft back together, though I fully intend to get back to writing properly next week. I did use the opportunity to finally get off my butt and start a writing group. We’re still finding our feet – I knew going in that not much would happen until the new year – but I think it’s going to work out.

‘Fantastic’ might be a bit of a stretch, but… you know what? I don’t care. Given where I was at the end of 2008, 2009 was pretty bloody fantastic.

Done.



January: Brand new day. 11 months ago

I survived 2008. Really, that’s the best I can say about it. December managed to find a couple of new ways to kick me while I was down, but I survived, and I spent the time making plans. Solid, concrete plans, not just for this year, but for the next five. 2009 is going to be the year I start moving forward, making real progress.

I started the year by moving into a new apartment, with shiny new floors, a decent-sized balcony with an amazing view, and (most importantly) no upstairs neighbours. I’m still settling in, but once I finish unpacking (again), I think I’m going to love it. Even with the move, I was able to scrounge enough time out of my schedule to actually enjoy my birthday. (I’ll take coffee with a dear friend over a family funeral any day. But particularly that day.)

Two days ago, I got some very good news – which isn’t mine to blab about online, but it does mean that the current economic situation isn’t going to hit me quite as hard (or as soon) as it looked like it might.

And it looks like I’ll be able to get back into writing again next week. I’ve been getting a bit nervous about it – I wrapped up one draft in November, knowing that I wasn’t going to get anything productive done in December, but I expected I’d be able to start something new early in January. Then I wound up moving again, and it shot my schedule to hell. (I’ve only just started editing that piece I finished in November.) But things are going to calm down enough next week that I might actually get something done. Finally.

I think it’s going to be a good year.



The only way is up. 13 months ago

This hasn’t been my year.

I won’t go into details. I’ve tried writing it down a few times, and I can’t figure out a way to do it that doesn’t make my life sound like an overwrought Victorian melodrama. Not that I don’t adore that sort of thing – I’d just rather read it than live it.

I’ll put it this way: 2008 started with a funeral. On my birthday. And somehow, things managed to get worse as the year dragged on.

At the same time… I don’t know why or how, exactly, but I feel really good about 2009. Maybe it’s just the idea of a clean slate, of starting fresh. Whatever it is – superstition, a previously undiscovered optimistic streak – I can’t wait.




 

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