Have 2 symptom-free months

I keep skrewing up over & over again. I want this to be my graduation gift to myself. 2 months symptom-free, it’ll be the best gift i can ever give myself. I hope i’ll be able to do it. I have exactly 2 months till graduation.

Sunday 22nd March: Day 6

Why is it so hard : ((((
I’m running out of power to resist.

I’m doing bad. I binged today & yesterday & i feel sooooooooooo horrible. It feels like I became this ugly uncontrollable person in just 2 days, but I won’t give up. I came along way to give up now. My life is too good to throw it all away now. I’m starting my 2 months challenge tomorrow and i’M GOING TO ACHIEVE IT. I’m strong and i can do it. I love my life too much to give it up. I wasted so much of my life already, i don’t want to waste the rest of it.
Tomorrow i’ll fight.
DEC 6 : dAy 1
DAy plan:
Breakfast : 2 Toasts , cottage cheese, coffee+skimmed milk
Lunch: Orange + Peach Yoghurt
Dinner: Pasta +Ketchep