stay celibate

but bowing out gracefully. I am having trouble remaining focused. Cheers to all who are continuing on the journey. Peace be with you.

Rondrea Danielle

I used to be so full of life…..

I used to have goals and ambitions greater than life…

These have faded into memory…

I do this because it is the hardest thing I can do in my life.

I plan to stay celibate for 1 year at least.

Not religion, not faith…these are not my reasons

I want to be a better person.

I want to make my parents proud

I want to make a life beyond the temptations.

I’m thinking of breaking this after just 1 week of starting. It is so hard and the media, my environment is ‘pushing’ this on me…..

Please I need support….help me be a better person….

But this goal is so hard. Holding on is a daily struggle. And there is this guy that I would love fail with so that does not make this any easier. Jesus. But the Bible says that we will never have temptation that we can’t fight. And then there is this other guy that calls me so that I can fail with him but I haven’t yet. I have been strong thus far but Jesus!!!!!! Everyone continue to lift me up in prayer for this one.

I will not start another relationship with sex. I will not become intimate too soon ever again. I will not have sex until I get married. My first marriage never should have been but sex clouded the whole judgement never again and that shouldnt be a problem since I havent had a boyfriend since my marriage separation two years ago but who’s counting : )