Act professionally

I am taking the classes I have been thinking about for months. This is the first step in achieving my goal. I am building my confidence level up. It feels so good to perform. It feels good knowing that I have more experience then anyone else in the class. It feels good knowing I have taken a small but important step. I can do this and I should have done it long ago. So many things I should have done long ago. Thats ok…I am living now.

I have found a studio in St Pete to take a class. Just need the extra funds to do it. I also need to not get deterred from this idea. I have been wanting to do this for so long on a more professional level. I always have excuses and reasons to not try. I am shelving them!

put things on this list that i have always dreamed of even if they seem far fetched or unrealistic. I am at home in the theatre and I have been away from home for a long time. Maybe by writing it down and having to look at this goal on my list I will be prompted to finally do something about and go home again.

I want so bad to be able to effect people like good music or acting does. To be able to grab an audiance by their balls and make them think and feel.

It take time a whole lot of precious time….

and money

and a hard head.

But if you make it it’s worth it

Sometimes I wonder if I’m determined enough. I have the ambition, but it’s just so hard to catch a break. . . and so easy to give up.