get my life back on track

7/9/09
Hi,
My name is babygurl29607. I’ve been going through alot and need help on how to do this. I have no idea on how to start over and get things right. And it seems that everyone I turn to for help…makes things worst. I really need to learn hown to talk to people without facial expressions and body language. I want that future that everyone wants…a big house, a nice car, a really good job, and for everthing to almost go great. I mean, I know everthing is not going to always go great but it would be nice if at least half of it would. I know this short little story might seem confusing…but if you could just tell me a easy way to start fresh.

At the moment nothing seems to being going right. Drowning in debt, losing my fiancee, having to move back to my parents, not having a job are making things a little hard to keep control of. I need to get things back into order, before I go crazy!

I am getting there :)

I look at the future with optimism. I believe I will get my life back on track. I know that life is 10% what happens to you & 90% how you respond to it. Keep focusing on the positive & working at it & thats what you’ll get. I am now working out every day & employment searching. I’ve got some measurable goals. I’m headed for a better life.

by back on track i mean:

*in school and keeping up with school
*exercising (at least SOMETHING) almost daily
*trying to eat as best as possible in my situation
*learning to balance and utilize my time the most efficient way possible
*trying to be nice to my family
*trying my best to be as clean and put together as possible- myself, my room, and my car
*being financially ok, paying off my debts, and saving
*trying to always think as positively as possible. i’m tired of negative thinking, it just brings about more negative in life..
*and lastly, probably most importantly, making sure i take time to nurture myself and my relationships…this and school are most important and closest to my heart right now. i think if i continue to do this, only good things in all the other areas of my life can come about.

i’m doing my TAXES for 2007 this week, that should help put me back on the road to financial okayness!!!
;)

6 months ago, one of my best friends was murdered. I let it go suprisingly easily because I realized that his lifestyle would lead to it eventually, however it still hurt, bad. A month later, my best friend, the one who became a brother because I literally grew up with, knew since birth and hung with every day, stabbed me in the back, turned my crew against me and now we are enemies. This really sent me into a tailspin, thankfully one of my newer friends who has always been there in tough times was there for me. that was about to change. I was going out with a girl for a long time, she told me to choose him or her. I chose him for many reasons. She wasnt happy and that is where I am today. She called my friend and said that i did all this stuff and said all this stuff about him. He is no longer talking to me. I am alone basically. I have the occasional aquantance but they arent “friends” you know? well anyway, in this tough world, i got no one, my family isnt with me, by brothers have been killed or turned against me. I am very financially unstable and I refuse to make “easy money” like most people i know. I have my values and ethics, but nobody. I am pretty depressed, yet i feel im tough enough to survive whatever. I want to try to resurect and make a few friendships, make an honest living, reconnect with my family, and be happy and get out of this area and to a better life.

At least I feel like it is… <3'

i’ve been really depressed and emotionally unstable the past year.i’m a negative and pessimistic person and these traits make my life seem a whole lotta similar to shit. i really need to change my attitude if i don’t wanna end up a lonely and miserable person.

hi,
in last 1 year a very valuable ,priceless n one of the most important person came in my life and made my life happy.but also i lost the very very very important person of my life(nobody can take her place in my life missing u) .in tht course of time i was really disturbed very badly mentaly,emotionaly as well as physically, i lost my rythm in studies and lost my way of life .now when the things r cming back on their way , i m reallizing my resposbilities 4 the person who cme n who gone.now evrything needs hardwork n determination also fitnesss .so now first of all i m fully focused abt my fitness n thn step by step i will go ahead and will achieave wht i want to.now i want to go in administrative field n it needs hardwork,determination n a lot of sacrifies ,n i m looking forward to it.jai shree ram.
suggetins needed
thankyou very much