banish this apathy

Went out today to get a couple chrismas presents for the family, and my car was gone. It got towed a few days ago, because of the snow storm. I didn’t notice till today because the only time I left the apartment was with my brother to visit my mom yesterday.

$85 fee for the initial tow, plus extra for digging my car out, plus extra for each day of storage – and it’s not actually registered to me. it’s my mom’s. So I can’t get it out until she can come down here to the police dept with me, which won’t be until xmas eve.

Ho HO HO. Marry christmas.

I feel like crying. I would like nothing more than to fix myself a nice hot toddy and go back to bed.

I need to be more like other people with productive lives! I need to used my time to get things done around here, pack, and get some work done, and walk to the stupid post office to mail the lease, and just COPE. Deal with it. Take the bus into the city tomorrow and shop there. Be funcitonal and effective. BANISH this APATHY.

Ugh. I guess I’m going to walk to the post office to mail this lease, since that has to get done. AAAUUUGHGHHGH. UGH! UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH! Stupid snow. Stupid car. Stupid police. Stupid tow trucks. Stupid project due tomorrow. Stupid clutter to pack. RRRGGGRRRRR!

Oh well. time to banish some apathy and try to be like normal people. Here i go to the dumb old post office.

On the awful room that ‘stores’ (read ‘is the dumping ground’ for) all my work stuff. I want my work stuff that I just brought home from behind the sofa and put away. I want to paint my lounge but can’t while all that is in the way. I want my home to look like it should if visitors were coming over…..I want it to look that way for me. I like it when it is like that. So my apathy in this area has to be banished.

Went to bank and deposited check
Mailed tony’s mail for him at post office
Finished a report and…
Broke my gymless streak. Went, got on treadmill, JOGGED for 1 MILE.

I’ll show you… I’m going to banish some apathy RIGHT NOW. Right this VERY MINUTE! Then you’ll be sorry for leaving me and restless alone in here with all this apathy.

Here I go… I’m going to have to put some pants on for this. I can’t banish apathy in my PJs… But I’M PUTTING MY PANTS ON RIGHT NOW AND YOU’LL SEE how totally NOT helpless I am. In fact, i’m the OPPOSITE of helpless. I’m helpful!

Restless – I think it’s nighttime where you are – but when you wake up, get dressed right away and help me banish some apathy. We have to impress Lolita and make her come back.

My helplessness scared you away!?

I was just kidding!

I had to pinch it too…...Just going to sit back and wait for you two to figure out how to do it and then copy ;)

how we do this?

(hope you don’t mind my joining you on this goal. it’s a dandy! just not sure how to start. Do we banish apathetic feelings? or behaviors? and HOW??)