live life rather than just exist

It’s been a good 15 years of my life so far. It’ll be 16 years in two weeks or so. I feel like I’ve done a lot. I’m accomplishing a lot. Getting my shit together. But anyway I want more then what I have. I’m not satisfied at all. So I’m looking for that special event or thing that will make me satisfied.

Life’s been good to me so far, but i can tell that i’m forgetting something, i’m not sure what it is yet, but i’ll find out when this goal is accomplished!! I’ll be known!!

Forget mistakes. Forget failures. Forget everything except what
you’re going to do now and do it. Today is your lucky day.

~ Will Durant

Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile,
but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.
~ Thich Nhat Hanh

I’ve been in a rut for years now, and I hope to get out of it by taking baby steps.