look good and feel comfortable wearing a bikini

I wish i could do this.. as i used to do about a year an a half ago… :(

This is going to take approximately 10 years. If not longer.

I look good, I just don’t feel 100% comfortable. I went to a Hawaiian luau-style party this weekend and chickened out of wearing my bikini top at the last minute; my shorts were paired up with a boob tube and the bikini underneath. I’ll do it, one day. In the summer. With less people around. I swear.

I’ve only worn a bikini once in my life, two years ago when on holiday in Greece. I was finally feeling ok about my body. I’ve now had a baby and feel the worst ever about my body. One day I’ll get there again. I hope prays

I had only ever worn a bikini once before I moved to Israel four years ago. Now I don’t think twice about it. I think I have a nice body. I even start shaving my legs less often as my tan progresses through the summer. By the time my legs get brown the hair on them is blond, which I think is sexy. You’re always going to look better than some people and less good than others. I think looking good has way more to do with feeling comfortable in your body than it has to do with a person’s size or shape. It’s more to do with grace. The other thing is that ALL the women here wear bikinis, except perhaps the really old ones and even some of them do. And since almost everybody is wearing a bikini the only people who look a little strange are those wearing one-pieces!

Need to gain a little weight & work on muscle so I don’t get so much crap from the people who don’t know about my treatment for anorexia.

I’d like to start using the weight machines in the gym instead of all cardio.

Hopefully with muscle I’ll feel comfortable walking around in my bikini in a few months! :)

I don’t own a bikini cause i haven’t lost my 15 lbs yet…

wish i was more dedicated like those ppl i see at the gym… where do they find the energy and time to workout as much as they do…

i’d like to wear a bikini in a toned and lean body ..
maybe a personal trainer can push me to work out harder…

Took a few pictures yesterday. I do not look so good in a bikini. Still lots of work to get there. My whole mid-section is what needs major work. And a little on my thighs and butt.

I have a bikini I bought a month or two ago. I look okay in it but I want to look good. Good enough to walk along the beach or by the pool, without fidgeting here or there. THAT is the true test of wearing a bikini.