fall in love with myself deeply and unconditionally

Lately I haven’t been wearing make up – even to first meetings. I just show up as I am and I feel good.

I know for sure the time will come when I return to getting my hair done and enjoying my MAC make-up! Loving me as I am, in my most natural state is the most important step :)

Lately it seems conditional…

There’s disharmony within me. I’m not doing the things that I want to be doing. There’s nobody to blame but me.

I applied for my dream job and didn’t get it. I haven’t forgiven myself for that. I gave it my 300%, but for some reason it wasn’t meant to be. I guess I’m confused about why things worked out that way.

I’m applying for my dream apartment on Tuesday. The problem is that there is no hope or happiness in me right now. I thought giving your 300% and having a positive outlook meant that things would work out. But apparently it means SHIT.

I want to fall in love with myself again…