feel like I belong

as simple as that.
i dont want myself to wonder..and feel like i dont belong.
i want to find that one place..and be content and not desire anymore..and know that this is where i belongg.

Maybe it’s a good thing I haven’t found my place in life…
but I don’t think I ever really will.

I just feel alone…misplaced…and yet connected but unable to relate. The thoughts I have and the reality I know don’t seem a part of every one elses. But I exsist in the same plane and am around people all the time…the bus…school and yet distance is all I know. How can you belong when you feel like this?

i’ve finally learned that in order to have other people like and respect me, i have to first like and respect myself. i’m a lot better to myself now, and persue my own interests. now if i meet people i know they really like me for who i am, because i’m being myself and they can see that i’m confident and have a good head on my shoulders.

another important thing i’ve learned:

THERE’S A HUGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING LONELY AND BEING ALONE…. just ponder that for a while, it kinda changed my whole outlook on life.

there have been certain times in my life where i feel ackward….like i don’t belong, but i think now that it wasn’t me who didn’t fit in it was that i was trying to fit into the wrong crowd….i love each and everyone of my friends now, i love there friends, they love me…..it fits….

:)

belong to many things on this planet. And I don’t care. I belong to me. God that sounds like a Brabara Striesand song. Or an AB FAB episode.

The world is divided into these little clusters: families, communities, religious groups, ethnic groups, districts, countries even.
Somehow, i feel misplaced. Socially, there always seems to be groups of people who get along in a room and understand each other better, and even when they like me and we get along great, i sense they’ll ultimately be closer with people they relate to more.

Sometimes it feels like the world is a lot of little clubs, and i’m not invited, and I seem to have made a virtue of this over time.
It’s not a virtue.