have kids one day

I am in a house now…but I just recently found out that I have premature ovarian failure and am going through an early menopause. I may never have kids of my own…unless I spontaneously ovulate…but the chances of any eggs being in good condition is very slim. It’s been hard…especially since my 15 year old cousin just had a baby…2 of my cousins both under 21 are 8 months pregnant, a friend just had a baby and one of my best friends is 5 months pregnant. Whew…I will only be stronger though. I don’t know what God has in store for me. :)

But I would like to be in a house and be more career stable and also be on some sort of short term disability plan. Not only that but I definitely want to be in the mind set to have children. I am definitely not there yet. I love kids but I still like to enjoy other things right now and one day I know I will be truly ready. I can’t wait for it either!! ;)

may 08
maybe earlier now i’m thinking :)

jan 07

when i’m 32 and 37 hopefully.

I want to have kids some day. I am 22 And I want to have 2 by the time I am 30. I hope that is realistic. I want A boy and a girl. But Everyone says I will have 3 and one will be a set of twin girls.. God Help me , I love kids but two at a time. Hopefully every body is wrong..

i was absolutely sure i never want to have children.But its strange how something happens that makes one change their mind..oh,maybe i’m changed?