I have some sort of phone phobia. Talking on the phone, especially calling to strangers horrifies me. It makes a life bit hard cos rather than call I send emails (I have to wait for an answer) or go to see in person (takes time). It’s silly too how I feel so anxious about something like that.
For my job, I got task to call several people. I pushed it forward to future cos I didn’t want to do it. It made me really nervous and anxious when I thought that I had to do it. But today I had to made the calls. And you know what! It wasn’t that bad. It felt good that I managed to do something that I hate so much.
I know this might feel silly for
some most of you, but for me it was a big deal. Me on the work time is different than the me on the free time, and the work me can do things that I normally don’t dare so much. I wish I would have the same kind of courage on free time as well.
Yeah, I guess I can have the courage. I can be brave. And I will be brave. I want to step out from my comfort zone more often. Even though the thoughts of doing something that I don’t like makes me feel ill, the feeling I get afterwards is great! 20 months ago