love completely

and it fell through the floor. i’m amazed at how much i loved him and how much i still continue to appreciate my unreciprocated love for him. i just seem to find comfort in the fact that i CAN love and that when i do love it becomes such a big part of me that without it i wouldn’t even be a worthy person. if i had never loved him so much so that it beat me to a bleeding pulp i wouldn’t know anything about anything. at least i can say that much..i got knocked the hell down and i’m still here sitting around craving for more love to come out of nowhere and bite me in the ass. sounds absolutely masochistic. but it’s not. it’s actually quite lovely.

He’s quite the most amazing guy I’ve ever met.

I’ve gotten over the fact that all guys want to get in your pants, I’m trying my hardest to trust him, which has become much easier and boy does he make me crazy. He’s sweet, funny and a gentleman, everything I wanted.

I don’t know how I hadn’t seen it before, I can’t say that I love him yet, but I can feel it growing. Boy, when he smiles it brightens my day.

Maybe thats what loving completely is all about. Caring about someone else more than yourself. When I’m feeling low and he’s around, I put on a smile and try my hardest to make him laugh. Not only does it make me feel better when I know he’s happy, I know it makes him feel better when he knows I’m happy. Thats what counts and thats what matters.

I’m trying desperately to believe everything that he says, but he says the sweetest thing and he is WAY older than me, well not way and I’m still considered legal to him, but thats not the point. I have some heavy trust issues, I know, and I’ll have to work on those before I can work on loving him. He is simply amazing though, just today he told me he was falling for him, and that he misses me so hes going to drive down from his brother’s house just so he can come and give me a hug. =]

Six months ago, I thought I had fallen in love with a guy, but I hadn’t. He was perfect, or so he seemed, he broke my heart. This October, when my ex and I had been seperated for five months, I met a guy, who had also just gotten out of a relationship similiar to my own. I am trying to not be so terrified of being hurt, but it just keeps popping up. I push everything out of my brain, and soon maybe I will accomplish my goals.

it’s always nice when you love with all your heart and soul, even when you know that guy is not “the one”. I wish i could give all the love that i know that i have in my heart to someone, even in a 2 months relationship

I do. :)

Let your love flow outward through the universe, To its height, its depth, its broad extent, A limitless love, without hatred or enmity. Then as you stand or walk, Sit or lie down, As long as you are awake, Strive for this with a one-pointed mind; Your life will bring heaven to earth. – Sutta Nipata

Very interesting. I think this quote is on the path to loving completely.

anyway?

Seriously. What does love completely mean? I thought when you love there is no halfway loving.

So, what does love completely mean?

that other goal, I guess I shall re-open this one.

Let us see where this one leads me.

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth’s unknown, although his height be taken.
Love’s not Time’s fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle’s compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

-W. Shakespeare, but you should know that….