i want to have more friends

I don’t have friends. This is mainly because I moved to a new place and met my bf right away. His friends became my friends, and I never had the chance to find my own because I was always with him. This is becoming a problem now because he feels that I am being too clingy. I try going out with some girls, but they don’t seem to be available all the time, or do not enjoy the things that I do. I usually feel alone and pathetic when I stay at home, and I always wish I could go out with friends of my own so that my bf doesn’t think that my life depends only on him. :(

I used to blame it on concentrating more on school and a career than having a fantastic social life. Now I blame it on an atypical work schedule. I’m starting to think it is just me. I don’t understand why though. I am kind and smart and play well with others. I just don’t get why I don’t have very many friends.

I’m a good person at heart, fun to be around, enjoy life to it’s fullest. I guess i’m just too much of a dork or something. I’m pretty ( so i’ve been told) but that shouldn’t matter in the friend department!

I am a chinese boy and just graduate from university.I think it is happyness to make friends.If you want to know me,please take my e-mial: zxzlynn@yahoo.com.cn waitting you