Doing much better at this. I still find it difficult to start or contribute to a conversation, but find it much easier to carry on one.
I also feel much more comfortable around people. Hopefully I will only get better at this…
Sep 14, 04:49PM PDT | 0 comments
Goal as of:
JUNE 14TH, 2009
Jun 14, 12:25AM PDT | 0 comments
Feb 08, 04:00AM PST | 0 comments
When I was younger I liked to be by myself often because kids would make fun of me a lot. I suppose I didn’t ever go to many sleepovers, or even go to other people’s houses. I though that in middle school things would change but they got worse. I mean, I made some new friends but I still didn’t have a BEST friend. I’m now a freshman in high school and I really wanna make something good out of my last few years of non-adulthood. I try to walk up to people and talk to them but I just can’t seem to, or say something completely stupid. I’ve had chronic severe migraines for years now and just last week they became noticeably worse. I went to the hospital and narcotic drugs only worked for 30 mins. My mom said that these migraines are probably from stress about something, and I think it’s about me not having a TRUE best friend or the fact the guy I really care for was on and off… He said he still likes me, and he’s the smart, nice boy that doesn’t lie.
I think shyness is a big contribution. Help me please? :(
(Oh my, that was quite long! Sorry~)
Nov 25, 2008, 09:10PM PST | 0 comments
i feel myself without tongue when i’m joining new company, orstarting new job. i’m very quiet, but need to learn to speak up. though I’m load and leader with my friends. So i need to workon myself, but don’t know how
Nov 20, 2008, 07:47PM PST | 0 comments
hiding myself from others, being trapped in this body of mine.
I want to let out, and be free.
Nov 02, 2008, 03:53PM PST | 0 comments
I don’t know if I’ll ever be not shy.
Jul 19, 2008, 11:59PM PDT | 0 comments
Jun 24, 2008, 04:12PM PDT | 0 comments
Zach was saying how he and everyone else had been noticing me become more and more talkative with everyone and loads less shy. Also at gigs, where i hardly know barely 5 people there, i’ve been leaving knowing most of the crowd.. These are only local gigs though, been making myself go to them and socialise. Rather proud of myself tbh :]
Jun 23, 2008, 10:34AM PDT | 0 comments
I went for a job interview today. A few hours later, a girl that worked there and who was my friend called me and said that she heard my interview was good, i was just too shy. I feel like I can’t help it :(
May 27, 2008, 03:34PM PDT | 0 comments