find who I am

i am 16, and my name is Venus(yes this is really my name). I have found myself being very connected to animal life and mainly dogs and wolves. i’ve also found myself secluded from humans and not so trusting towards people. I often feel a need to run, and hunt…but i’v never really liked running nor do i hunt. I swim and play water polo and fish.But, i don’t really know what i am… can some one please help??

amol

I really did used to know who I was… but now I feel kinda lost and random. I’m already taking steps to learn more about myself… Hopefully this year I will find who I am.

i really dont know at all

............................ help ?

Searching…

I have not a clue who i am or what my purpose is..I need to take time and find myself.

who or what made the rose a significant flower in our culture?
was it the beauty alone, the curves, the softness, and the presence of the flower which made it so popular.
or was it simply one lonely man saw this flower and it reminded him of a past love, and he popularized it just simply by chance.

in old Britain the rose was a very popular flower, could the origination of our obsession with this flower have began there?

i can not deny the everlasting beauty of the rose … though i have to question why the rose? why not the buttercup or ever more likely.. the daisy.
they are still pretty but in their own supple and simple way but nothing compared to the rose.

so why do we thrive on the complexity and tenderness of the rose?

but maybe that’s just it… what we don’t understand, what we don’t question we just accept. if we questioned more, and didn’t just let more things slide because it’s happened before and it was accepted before.. maybe we could live in a world where if you aren’t a rose, being a daisy doesn’t feel so lonely.

I feel like the only person I can actually be myself around is my exboyfriend. I was so real when I was around him. Also, my dad.. Obvious reasons, the fact he’s my dad. I feel more “real” when I’m at home.. Maybe that’s why I don’t leave the house?

Have you ever been listening to a song and felt it totally made you feel connected with yourself? Like it was MADE for you and that it described how you TRUELY are? I found my song. You’re going to think it makes no sense.. But the lyrics and the beat is so laid back. It makes me feel complete.

ROCK BOYS – THE GRATES

rock, rock, rock, said the boys on top,
and how’d you miss them? how’d you miss them?

rock, rock, rock, said the boys on top,
and how’d you miss them? how’d you miss them?

nothing…
nothing, yeah, oh,
nothing…
nothing, yeah, oh,

ew, ay,
wo-oh, nothing for you,
yeah, yeah,
wo-oh, nothing for you,

yeah, yeah, wo-oh, nothing for you,
yeah yeah, wo-oh, nothing for you,

rock, rock, rock, said the boys on top
and how’d you miss them?
how did you miss them?

Well, I’ve found out something about myself I’ve never noticed before but I’ve been complimented about it. I’m very good with advice. I’m very good with calming people down, giving advice, solving problems.. Etc. Maybe the REAL me is more calm like I feel right now. Usually when I’m around my “friends” who have changed me, I’m very upset and angry.. But I’m so calm right now. So calm….