never fall in love

I suppose that I am technically already achieving this goal because I am currently not in love! God knows how easily I fall though, crushes etc. Love is too complicated! I will never fall in love. I will never fall in love. I will never fall in love. I mean who needs love when you have music, beer, and school? Hopefully that will occupy so much of my time that I will not have any time to fall in love. Nothing I plan on working towards!

Being a lovefool just isn’t cool!

So I had moved on. Only to be pushed back to where I had started from. I was cautious cause of what life has taught me, the hard way. Didn’t realise how much he meant to me until it was too late. He’s married now, back from their honeymoon even!

I regret refusing his proposal. He had said he’s given me time to decide – an exact year later he’s out of my reach forever. And I realised too late how much I actually cared about him. sigh so I don’t want to get into this whole “love” concept altogether. Twice heartbroken, this time in so many pieces I hardly know where to START putting them together! .......

I doubt he loved me though, he could’ve waited.

I think love is one the evilest things in this world. It can make you feel like your in heaven then turn around and put you six feet in the ground.

i found someone worth loving.

and I’m not going to. ever. fuck love. fuck lovers.

people love toying with my emotions almost as much as I love toying with theirs. Well, I fell in love once with this dude that I met in a foriegn country.I hope he’s dead from heartattack by now. some say love is blind, and I say that’s very true. when I was in love with this pimp, I could sell my soul for this bitch, I could do whatever for him. he was everything that I needed till I found out he had 3 other bitches, hah. nah.. even though I knew he had other girlfriends, I still loved him. LOl what was I thinkin. as the time went by, he began to show his true color. one moment he’d call me and say ” Baby, I love you, I need you now” and it wouldn’t matter what time it is, what kind of the weather it is, I’d go and see him. and the next moment, this bitch would slap the shit out of me for askin where he’s been or what the fuck he’s been doin, haha. gotta love the drama, when I asked him shit like that he grabbed me and said ” YOU retarded shit, you just trippin cuz I ain’t all up in your stinkin ass” I will never fall in love again. never..

To me, there seems to be far too much heartbreak in love. Maybe when I’m older, experienced and less vulnerable (emotionally, economically, physically, what-have-you.)