now, year later, I have my bucket list and in the same notebook I continue writing my goals.. about month ago I unsubscribed to all blogs and kept only one of them..others are now in my bookmarks...from lots of articles I chose interesting things and saved them to word document which is now 250 pages..and now I am making my life handbook with all those nice advices!!...I also wrote my ideal life few times in this past year...made a folder vision board with different things I want to be, do have, but there is still lot to do about that vision board...Few days ago, after so many years, I realized that it is time to really focus on myself and my image, my health and my look...and to dont worry about life, everything will be ok...and that helped me to realize that I dont have to strive to be in a relationship to be more happy, and I am just satisfied with what I have done to improve, and happy with all that will come...for so much time I have been thinking about boys and never had luck or anything with them..and now I am just ok with that and I want to enjoy in myself and work on myself...my health and image and I really need it....

personal development brought new dimension into my life, and I improved very much in one year with it that I think I wouldnt if I havent discovered all that...

It influenced all parts of my life.:))