Be at peace with what is...

you know, i adopted this goal with one very specific thing in mind that i thought i needed to come to terms with…

but now, this seems to apply to a lot more of my life than i originally thought. i’ve got a lot of thinking to do, i guess.

In the last two months, I’ve lost my father; had a relationship end in assault by a man who continues to harass me; took a deep pay cut to save my job and that of a colleague; and been diagnosed with a heart murmur.
I was holding up pretty well until the heart murmur. Now I’m having a bit of a struggle being motivated to do just about anything… but spend too much time on the Internet.
I’d like to drink less, get outside more, meet more people, develop a strong and healthy relationship with a man that I love and who loves me. I’d like to get over myself and be a better friend to those a round me and a better person in my community.