accept what I cant change

We should all do this!

I wish we had the chance to do life all over again while retaining the knowledge of this one. May then, accepting what I can’t change would only be temporary!

this one took some time. one day at a time. and i didn’t realize that i accomplished this goal till i noticed something bad happened and just said to myself.. well … i didn’t know better… nothing would have changed it .. just move on.. and i did :)

i was so close to accepting everything bad that happened in the past and look at nothing but the future.. i mean i was right there.. i could feel it .. finally breaking free… then the future changes into the past before i could make the decision i should have a month ago… now that i have lost something that meant everything in the world to me..is now gone forever.. and i guess i just have to accept it..

I cannot change the past: September 11

http://www.gunstuff.com/america-attacked.html

This along with many other events in history are now facts I must face, along with everything else. I still do not know if I can accept…

“I must close my eyes in order to see”
Cezanne

My favourite definition of insanity….
doing the same thing OVER and OVER again and expecting different results.

It’s a strange thing. Wanting to change the things I have little or no control over, and choosing to ignore the things I could make a real difference to.
I’m wasting my time, my energy…my heart on something that is probably just going to hurt me (no… is hurting me!) than just accepting what I already know and say goodbye!
shit man!
It’s so fustrating when you know what you should do and what’s best for you…BUT YOU JUST DONT DO IT!! why? who the hell knows!

I wish I could change the past: the regrets and failures that still cut me inside. It’s made me who I am today, but I am at war with the facts I am only who I am and nothing more.

It is really hard to do this. Especially when so many people are accepting of me.