say what i really think

I used to do this more often than now. And I miss it.

not being able to do this throughout my life is undoubtedly the biggest source of my biggest problems

its cool, and the people are very suprised ;)

Speak your mind! I don’t want to let anyone censor me. I don’t want to be afraid of what others think. I want to exprese myself no matter what anyone else will think about me! Speak – let it out!

So i have figured saying what i really think and expressing my feelings are completly different. i hate saying it, it looksl ike i am looking for someone to feel bad for me. thats not it. saying whats on my mind is different than exoressing my opinion. i now, most of the time, say what i really think. i have very strong theories and i have really worked out my views on many topics, people, and controvercial subjects. i know what i think and i can usually put it into words without a problem. people may never know whats on my mind when everythings quiet, but when they bring something up that i am educated enought to have an opinon on, i say something.