find a nice boyfriend

22 years of age…as the song goes…i wanna know what love is!

It honestly makes me sickkk reading all those entries!!
i sound so immature. lmao.
i do NOT like that guy i was talking about ANYMORE.
he is a completeeee jerk.
its funny how much i am sooo unattracted to him, and don’t miss him/think about him AT ALL anymore.
honestly.
it makes me sick how much i liked him!
isn’t that funny? i sure as hell think it’s funny.
that’s my life for you though i guess!

One key date is September 9, when you may be excessive in your appetites or when you may overestimate someone else. September 11 is hot, hot, hot, yet you may have to play it cool to cash in. There’s real magic in the air around September 17, when Venus aligns with imaginative Neptune and provides a dreamy distraction from your daily routine. Passion starts to pump harder on September 22, when Venus aligns with potent Pluto and the following day when it enters steamy Scorpio and your 7th House of Relationship. Intensity overcomes intellect as your feelings grow stronger and stronger.

I want find a clever and nice guy and have him…

im usually the guy’s best friend, never the girl friend. :(

haha. yeahhh reading these entries..wow. =] my life seems exciting. ha. anyways, i still like the boy in my first entry that i wrote about. A LOT. i think he likes me too a little bit but nothing really has happened besides flirting. will something ever happen?
as for the other boy, he’s leaving in a week and a half, but he’s coming back next summer because he’s going to live in a dorm and you come back for the summer. but yeah i dont like him at allll that was like the smallest crush ever.

I need some summer love! But how? I live in a small town. everybody knows you, and you know everybody. I’m bored. But who knows? i don’t know everybody at my school, so maybe i’ll meet somebody this year. I just can’t wait ‘til college! hehe…

ahhh i am glad to say that i am over that one kid..! like idk, i just haven’t been thinking about him at all (i’ve made myself stop haa) and today i just realized how much i actually don’t like him..just how unattractive he is. how mean he is..i don’t need it. i was actually really proud of myself though when i was at work. he kept saying that i looked like a chipmonk. this was the second time in diff. days that he said that, so obviously he thinks i look like one.

i get to see him tonight..i really can’t wait. if he’s being an ass i wont be surprised. usually every other week he acts like one..i never know why. but i still can’t wait to see him. all my friends when i showed them to him in the yearbook, they said he wasn’t cute. haha. i guess come to think of it, i didn’t think he was that cute when i first saw him. but once you get to know him..wowww baby. and that other kid that i work with, he was like all on top of his girlfriend at school the other day. it was kinda gross. he was just like touching her and hugging her randomly. it was just a little nauseating is all.

ahh ha yeah i have strong feelings once again for that stupid kid that i said i hated 2 entries ago..he’ so cute. he got a haircut. he was flirting MAJOR with me the whole time. =] we touched eachother so much..it was cute =] lmfaoo he threw a chicken leg at my stomache. he makes me laugh and smile sooo much. i really really wish he didn’t have a girlfriend. if he didn’t maybe justttt maybe he’d hook up with me.