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In about 15 hours, I will be in a plane departing Sydney for Zurich. The days in Europe that await me have rendered me speechless; I anticipate many memorable experiences, interactions and sights in Zurich, Paris and London. But the duration of the flight causes me great discomfort…I’ve never been fond of flying, particularly flying alone. I will eagerly await the moment the plane touches down in Switzerland.
Wish me a safe trip everyone!

http://www.presstelegram.com/ci_13680303

This left me in tears… especially upon viewing her friends’ reactions. I’m shocked.

How dare someone cause such senseless suffering and destruction to otherwise innocent people.

Instances such as these accentuate the vast importance of working together to bring about radical change for the better within humanity. It also galvanises me fervently to do everything I can to ameliorate humanity’s status quo.

A very good, interesting watch.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=4773590301316220374

“Challenge yourself, your peers, your teachers. Participate in a revolution in science and human evolution. Watch this film and in an hour know more than most NASA scientists about the fundamental force that forms and sustains the universe”.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/health/8284574.stm

For years I have often said that virtually any person born without some kind of malignant medical condition has the potential to live to at least 100 years old if they bother to take care of their own health – and now there is evidence to support it. I found it interesting, also, how air pollution has such a big impact on health. There are countries with copious air pollution whose life expectancy rates are incredibly much lower than areas with much lower air pollution.

Anything below the age of 100, in most cases, I just see as pathetic, because the inherent potential that humans actually have is staggering – and on that note I think that there is no excuse for ANY human death other than old age for the very same reason. I wouldn’t be surprised if in thousands of years we are able to live to ages like 200 years old.

I’ve been very ill of late. I’ve lost eight kilograms and now weigh only 42 kilograms (92lbs). I don’t like how frail I look; I’ve never been this thin before. My weight has always been 50kgs (110lbs). I look emaciated. My collar bones and ribcage are protruding and while I don’t mind having more prominent collarbones, I hate that I can see my ribs. I haven’t been doing anything different.

This is something I wrote recently in a blog. Some of it may appear a little pedantic and capricious, but it was begot very spontaneously as I can evisage very well what I want. Viz.:

I will achieve my “10,000 hours” goal over the next few scheduled years. I will obsessively then spend time supporting myself financially and doing what I can to make ends meet. I will record many albums, write many songs, join bands, tour, teach guitar and do session recording. I will not sign a record label; or at least, not a major record label. If I were to sign an independent deal then I would only be thinking temporarily so. Eventually I would start my own record company like Yngwie has done with his “Rising Force Records”. As well as indulging in my creativity and creating music and art that I love and is sincere, I will also use my talents and skills to thoroughly, relentlessly exploit the trend bandwagon in the music business. This will include writing music for many kinds of styles. By around 2015-2017 I will have acquired £1million. Success will then be achieved exponentially and everything shall flow from this point. I will continue to heavily spend my efforts writing music for financial gain and writing music I love to keep my artistic creativity satisfied. By 2020 I will have acquired £5million, and at least double that five years after.

This is, basically, what I will then create for myself:

I will be very rich. Enough to have the freedom to work on all of my goals insofar as I need, when I need.

Residence, etc.:

A big house in a quiet setting. Away from busy streets, cities and towns. A very pretty place with nice weather. Lots of wildlife and plants; a very verdant, comforting environment. Palm trees, lots of sun, pretty flowers, etc. Nice driveway. Private residence. Large black gate leading to house, and big walls around the house perimeter. Security cameras will be present at the front gate, around all sides of the house and maybe in the private road leading up to the house. Security will be very good. Perhaps even bulletproof windows, doors, walls, etc. for extra safety. There should be safety escape routes as like back entrances, etc. And there will also be advanced alarm systems. I will have methods and means to protect myself and my property should I need to.

It will be a mansion. As big as is needed to accomodate working on all of my goals, living simply, happily and peacefully, and for even those who I wish to have in my life.

It will have: home recording studio, home gym, a library and study area, a nice garage, good sized bathroom and shower, pretty and big garden, perhaps a swimming pool. I will have spare rooms for friends and guests. There will be an area dedicated to practicing martial arts. The house will be scented with smells as like lavender and much else that appeals to me.

There will be adequate fire protection equipment all round the house. There will be advanced electronics systems and technologies, for, perhaps: operating all gates and similar, controlling temperature, bathroom facilities, and things to generally make life more simple, etc. I will have access to very fast wireless internet all throughout the premises. I will be able to have all the food available that I could want and be able to work on and enjoy every goal and hobby instantly, simply and accessibly. I will have good communication systems in place. The house will be very pretty, and artistic, creative pictures will be present wherever I feel necessary.

I will have, learn and use many different instruments that I like. I will have the resources to easily write, record and create whatever music I wish, and the world will hear this incredible music that is unlike any music ever created.

I will have a website or websites to document all of my ideas and thoughts for the world to view, and information aimed at helping, educating and improving the quality of life of those reading it. I will have a website devoted to all of my thoughts and discoveries about music and guitar and scheduled practice amounts and what I am working on, and so forth, for all of the public to view. I will have excellent, very detailed teaching resources available freely to all aspiring guitarists and musicians worldwide.

I will live simply and happily. Never complicating.

I will make enough money from a musical career to never have to need to work again to attain money. Money will be readily available for the remainder of my life. I will have available: information and books at my disposal to study the countless subjects I am interested in. I will explore Actual Freedom. I will work to improve the efficiency of my thinking, approaches and modus operandi. I will keep my mind and body in the most excellent condition… this will allow me to be happy and at peace, have endless amounts of energy and be very quick and perspicacious in my thinking. I will be very proficient with the English language, and be able to communicate in it and express my ideas and emotions incredibly volubly and easily. I will be very proficient in martial arts and self-defence and thus be able to deal effectively with virtually any potential threatening situations in life that may arise.

I will always readily help out and attempt to improve the quality of life for all of my friends and chosen relationships in particular. And I will do what I can to make the world a much better place. I will focus on the areas most needing to be ameliorated in the world and make radical improvements to the quality of life of countless people and society at large. I will perhaps develop organisations and groups to rapidly and radically improve humanity’s condition, and perhaps even go as far as to intend to influence politics. I will introduce and implement systems, methods and ideas to improve the condition of humanity and the Earth. I will eventually work to achieve Actual Freedom if I find that indeed that is the be-all and end-all solution to humanity’s problems and in finding ultimate fulfillment and meaning in life.

And today’s chores thus far for The King included helping bring in his massive king-sized bed that just arrived!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjE0Kdfos4Y

Wow!

Routine interrupted today by selfish brother as he has got me to vacuum his room again. His reason being, ”’Cause I’m in a bit of rush”. You always seem to be in a “bit of a rush”, don’t you? So much so that you always get others to do things for you as an excuse. But you have plenty of time to have ANOTHER holiday, and for the new girlfriend you just made, oh and to ruin other’s lives.

Yesterday, also, he got me to make him a “mixed CD” on his laptop.

All the time, isn’t it?

When was the last time you did anything for me that wasn’t because it would solely benefit you? Years ago, I would imagine.

I tend to like my fellow human beings and would be only happy to help if they asked of me such things if they sincerely needed it. BUT NOT if they are going to use me and be manipulative and selfish. And with him, it’s virtually every day he’s like this.

My friend, Benita, was more or less saying the consequences of his selfishness would at some point catch up on him, but it never seems that way. He always seems to get life handed to him on a silver platter, although he doesn’t deserve it. He’s been arrested before though, so who knows?

Frank Zappa’s words ring true as per usual: “People are people, and they’re basically bad”.

Thus the paradox of Dom continues…

Again, for a second time today, he got me to apply more fake tan on him. Whilst doing so, he exclaimed, “Gonna wake up like a fucking coon”. He also said “Me, A, and S are the vainest cunts in the world. We all use Zentan. Lots of it.” I don’t know A or S, so precluding them, I couldn’t agree more. :P

Last time he got me to apply fake tan on him I had to file down my calluses because the fake tan became imbued in them.

He also said of his ex: “She deserves to get kicked in the head”.

It is disgusting being around such a human being.

This is not the kind of environment to be in to achieve superlative greatness…