Meet my spirit animal

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I have NO idea on how to do this. I have a lot of stuff I want to do that has to do with animals and spirit animals- but I can’t seem to find out what my animal is. I hope it’s not a monkey- i can’t stand monkeys.

I don’t have a clue. I’ve tried asking it to visit me in a dream, I’ve tried a meditation thing on YouTube.. and I’m not even dreaming about ANY animals :l

lol, yes.

adds goal to list inspired by April

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Well, as I said below, my friend Sakura was and still is making MUCH more progress than me. I guess she is simply more determined than I am… sometimes I wish I was more ambitious.

Anyway, as a favor, Sakura asked her spirit animal to show her my spirit animal in a dream. And guess what animal she saw? A dog (strange how I was born in the year of the dog, eh? xD). If my animal’s a dog, I was way off… I guess I thought my spirit animal was a cat because of how much I love them now. But my father told me that I favored dogs more than cats when I was little.

Now, Sakura isn’t really sure if my spirit animal is a dog, but it’s a possibility. Despite me being a cat person, I love dogs too. If my spirit animal is a dog, I am willing to accept and love it.

Er… yeah. I have yet to find my spirit animal. I’m thinking of simply giving up on this goal, and trying it again later in life. When I informed my friend Sakura about this, she too decided to look for her spirit animal. Guess what? She found it. It took her several tries to just HEAR it, but she found it. * Sigh * I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. Maybe I’m too impatient, or maybe I’m not visual enough. But as I said above, I’m going to save this goal for later. =/

I have been told to meditate, and I’ve tried… but I can’t seem to do it. The only thing I’ve really accomplished while meditating is getting relaxed… I can’t seem to go into the kind of trance that allows me to see what my spirit animal is. I’ve tried listening to some videos on youtube that help you with discovering your spirit animal, but they didn’t really work because I’m not good at visualizing things. =/

I never knew that spirit animals existed until a couple of months ago, and I’ve been wondering what mines is. I read that your spirit animal is most likely your favorite animal – you know, an animal you’re simply drawn to. I have reason to believe that my spirit animal is none other than a cat. I mean, I love cats. I used to bring home strays until my mother stopped letting me. :( I remember one night when two (black) cats walked up to me. The first cat was very thin and weak. It meowed at me several times, probably begging for food. I had a couple of cookies in my pocket, but unfortunately they were chocolate, and chocolate is something that you should not feed cats. As I stood there looking at the poor cat, my mother told me to hurry up because we had some where to go. It was very hard walking away from that starving cat, and I would have picked it up and bought it home if my mother let me. Luckily, the second cat looked happy and healthy. It lived in a grocery store. :D

That wasn’t the only encounter I had with cats. I’ll never forget two very special cats I knew… Moon Face and Biscuit. Moon face was a black and white cat, whom was abandoned by his owners. He lived in a parking lot, and I’d go there to see him almost every day. But one day when I went to go see him again, he wasn’t there… and I didn’t see him for several days after that. I assumed that he got hit by one of the cars entering the parking lot (=/), or died of old age. Sigh, I miss him. :( Not too long after Moon Face disappeared, I met Biscuit. Biscuit was a brown and white cat, hence her name. I found her in front of my apartment building, walking around in the lawn. She looked hungry, so I gave her a can of cat food and from then on I knew we’d be friends. :P Every time I went outside, I’d go see Biscuit, and give her some food. I remember one night returning home after a day of shopping with my family, I saw Biscuit across the street. When she saw me, she ran accross the street, and nearly got hit by a car just to greet me. I knew that Biscuit deserved better than just living outside on the dangerous streets, so I gave her to a friend… but one rainy day after walking home from school with my mother, I saw Biscuit outside once again on the lawn. When I walked towards her, she ran away… it kind of hurt my feelings how she seemed to forget me so quickly. I raced up stairs with tears in my eyes, eger to ask my friend why Biscuit was outside. She told me that she couldn’t afford to feed Biscuit… I understood, but I couldn’t help being angry with her. A few days after that, I never saw Biscuit again. My father told me two nice people decided to bring her home with them. I really hope Biscuit is enjoying her new life.

So, do you think my spirit animal is a cat, or do you think my past friendships with cats were just coincidences? Hopefully, I’ll figure that out soon.