have a daily simple goal

I still feel very sad that the landlord does not allow us to keep our piano in the house. Well, I understand why he doesn’t want to have two pianos in one house at the same time. It’s just that I am losing the piano as soon as I got it. I have wanted to own a piano and play it since I was a small child. I still remember that when I was young, I saw some teachers carrying boxes of toy pianos from the teacher’s office. I thought that every teacher, including my mom, would get one. So I rushed back home and reported the exciting news to my parents. But I only found out that the toy pianos were on a loan from students for a performance. Now finally Lew got one from the auction. It is a shiny elegant piano. I love it and started begging Lew whether I can hire a piano teacher. However, when the landlord got upset with us for taking the piano home, I just felt that I was forced to give my piano away. I wanted to cry. But for the sake of Lew, I put up smiles on my face. I don’t want Lew to feel bad. After all, that may be a good opportunity for me to give something to children who also long to play piano. I am thinking to rent my piano to a community music center where children can practice music on my piano. I feel much more at peace at the idea that I can now share my joy of getting a piano with many children who have the same dream when I was a small child.

Staying up.. Just can’t go to sleep! I have been working so hard for a client, and now our partner wants to “steal” it from us. I am rather restless.. I feel a great deal of emptiness. Temple meetings have been suspended since our teacher passed away.. But tonight I wasn’t really in the mood to talk to a “psychic” again.. Future is in my own hands. I just realized that I will just need to see opportunities from these obstacles.. But how? Where are the opportunities?

Do my best today.

Stay focused.

Give love to at least 1 person.

Choose to see the best and beauty in everybody and everything.

I will need to focus on the most important tasks of the day.

I had a very discouraging conversation with my mom last night. But when I got up this morning, I’ve set my goal for the day as filling my life with joy.

32 Let the sea resound, and all that is in it;
let the fields be jubilant, and everything in them!

33 Then the trees of the forest will sing,
      they will sing for joy before the LORD,
      for he comes to judge the earth.

34 Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good;
      his love endures forever.

Oh, well, it starts from returning Borat to the store.. :)
Then I want to plan out where I want to be exactly 1 year from now; 9 months from now, 6 months from now, and 3 months from now.
Damn, where can I change my screen name to project Hope?
Finally, where am I standing right now?

One thing at one time. Compartment my time. There will be fun time, chitty-chatty time, study time… I’ll try not to mix them together. I’ll experiment it today and see how it works. :)