donah1007 even your best friend can break your heart
maybe tonight?
4 days ago
last night was too cloudy. i really want to see the stars. hopefully tonight is better.
How to spend the night on the beach under the stars
It made me
feel serene 
"It was very peaceful"
How I did it: I already had a trip planned to the beach for the week of Christmas. I decided that would be the perfect time and place to accomplish this goal.
My main reason for doing this was to help me find some inner peace after the traumatic year I've had.
This beach has a lot of memories. My late husband and I have brought our daughter here for Christmas for 5 of the last 9 years. This is the first time Emily and I have been here without Jon.
I did a lot of soul searching on the beach. I was able to remember more of the happy times with Jon and not think too much about his accident and being without him.
Lessons & tips: Its difficult to accomplish this goal in the way I wanted to if you have others with you. If you just want to think about life in general and the vastness of the ocean, universe, etc., people are a plus!
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donah1007 even your best friend can break your heart
tonight is the night
5 days ago
I think I’m ready to do this. I have so much on my mind. I want to work through a lot of pain, anger and memories. I’m sure there will be tears. I don’t know what time I’m starting my journey through my issues, but I’m looking forward to reaching the other side.
donah1007 even your best friend can break your heart
its gonna happen this week!
1 week ago
I leave for vacation tomorrow afternoon. Spending the week of Christmas on the beach in Hollywood, Florida with my family.
I think I want to do this alone, but my niece wants to do it with me. I need the time to reflect on the past year and figure out what I’m going to do with the upcoming years.
I’m hoping this will clear my head and refocus me.
donah1007 even your best friend can break your heart
my next goal after I get my tattoo
1 month ago
I’m taking my family to the beach the week of Christmas. I plan to spend a night on the beach, sun down to sun up. I love the sound of the waves. I always wonder where the ships I see are going and coming from.
I’m excited to do this! I just need to decide how much company I want for this… I might have to spend more than 1 night on the beach!
