find and meet my father

If ill ever accomplish this goal…or if I even want to for that matter! My “dad” more like sperm donor seeing as how he has never actually been a dad to me at all! When my mother was preggers he went to mexico to see his family and came back saying he found a girl down there to be with…my mom said “well go be with her then!” Half of me wishes shed begged him to stay…but I did that with my sons sperm donor and its not reccomended. Anyways, I had only been a few months old when he came back with his lovely news…and that’s the only time I had ever seen him in my life. I have a couple pictures of him, a name, a birthdate, a hometown in mexico and age but I’ve never found him. I’ve had a few possible links that could help but they all faded. His name is so common that by searching myspace or facebook or peoplesearch turns up so many people its insane…group a hundred mexicans together and tell me one doesn’t have the name Javier! Lol. Javier Vasquez Gonzales to be exact. Maybe one day ill hire a P.I. or something but I don’t know….? This will either be on here for a very long time or ill realize I don’t really wanna meet him anyway and delete it so well see…