Find peace.

I am at peace now. I have a bit more to go. Im training to run a marathon in dec. I have stoped being negative and regretful. Im really enjoying life. because it can only get better

peace does come within
but it also comes from the outside
you can find peace in alot of places
you just have to look and listen

i think its not needed to find out newer things to find peace.
“peace is the oldest thing on earth”. i symbolised this quote of gandhi on my mind, so i try to spend my spare time as old ppl did. dont use things working with electricity, read under candle light, make my own music instead of listening mp3 etc…
worth trying, go on.

all this year i tried to concentrate only in my studies .&.keep telling my self when all this will be over i will finally get some Peace….. talk to my old friends, start working on my football skills again…be a part of the social group agian , all those things which I gave away as to prove my self better…& now when i finally got the time…but the problem is i have turned to be such a faithless person & like before no one is here to help me . i have trashed my life and lost the inner peace in me

I find myself needing to breathe and not just the kind where they tell you to breathe deeply in and out, I literally find myself not breathing. I have to tell myself to continue to breathe. It’s horrible. I hold my breath constantly, especially when trying to concentrate and I’m not sure why…then silly me wonders why I get so dizzy all of the time, why my chest hurts and why I find myself gulping for air like a fish out of water. Perhaps it’s the anxiety related to all of the things that have been going on lately, I’m not sure. But it’s scary when something so automatic suddenly isn’t so automatic anymore.

so my life was going great had a bunch of semi fufilling affairs great job coolo friends now ive lost my job all my skrews arent good anymore and friends are slipping away i want to get back with my jackass ex from sheer loneliness this shit sucks

and 2.5 years later i still can’t accept it. to find peace would free me of the boulder that has been sitting on my shoulders for so long. it would help me finally keep my promise to him that “i will be ok…don’t worry about me dad”. it will free me of negative emotions and help me enjoy life…which is all he ever wanted.

i feel im on this narrow path.
i know im destined for something
and i see where i need to travel.
not to seem crazy but dreams are all we have really.
ive used clues from everyday life to actually
really authenticate i am on the right path.

to anyone who wants to find peace.
read conversations with god
and read books of the wisdom of the buddha

Been looking for this one for some time… It’s gotta be here somewhere.