be sexier

Right now I am so lazy with my looks. I never do my hair, never wear make-up, and I dress so carelessly. To get sexier I’m going to start exercising, doing my hair, and wearing at mascara and lip balm (at least) everyday.

Moving more gracefully
Wearing nicer clothes around the house
Wearing nice pjs and negligees to bed instead of gym shorts
Shaving and waxing more often
Wearing nice and matching underthings
Having sex more often
Flirting more

this makes no sense

makes me feel sexy sometimes, and I love him for it, but I want to be able to feel it for myself, by myself. Does that make sense?

How do I want to be sexier? Well, I want to have more confidence in my looks, I want to dress better, more feminine. (I’m pretty feminine, but maybe, more womanly?) I think really what I mean by this goal is to have the confidence to act sexy.

and beautiful

Making myself feel better within myself will make me feel much sexier. So goes the theory.

like I need to shake up my looks a bit. I’m thinking about getting my hair cut, but I have no idea what to do with it as I hate having short hair! I need to get some new clothes as well, but I can’t afford to spend lots of money, although my birthday is coming up so I might get some clothes/money for clothes then.
I want to learn how to do make up better as well! And exercise my big ass off – that always improves the self esteem. Sexiness comes from confidence, I think, and if my stomach would go away a bit, then that would do nicely.

Grrr. I am drinking lots of water, trying to cut out alcohol, and my skin is still flaring up. Anyone got any suggestions?

I feel like I can be sexy now, but I need better clothes to give me that extra bit of confidence. But I need the oney to buy these clothes!!