be confident and courageous, consistently.

I realize that I’ve been doing this for the past few weeks, and perhaps the past few years… but I don’t always give myself credit for it, or I beat myself up. I believe the new job I acquired this past month has helped this a TON, as I feel totally right for the work and am ecstatic to do what I do. (...but don’t tell my boss!)

part I have problems with… its the consistently part. Something I will have to keep working on. But for now this thing is done.

I thought that to be confident and courageous, consistently would be relatively easy. Boy was I soooo wrong. I am finding that it be a battle within myself more so. A fight I am willing to wage and win.

So, I lost it there for a little while and I was completely a mess. I didn’t even realize it really until it was pointed out to me that my confidence was gone. THANK GOODNESS I have it back. I went to this leadership conference and really thought about what was being said and took it to heart and I just feel a whole lot better. The fire is back and I know I am confident and courageous!!

it just isn’t happening. no matter how much i dream it to happen…i’m not that strong. i can be more confident in some situations than i used to be but i’m deluding myself that i will ever be anything other than a scared loser freak.

I don’t know what it has been lately but I have found this place inside myself that is strong and good and wonderful. I haven’t needed anyone else to make me feel this way. I am lucky because I have amazing people in my life. But, I lost the one person I thought meant the most and I am fine. I am doing what I want, making the world better and I feel good.

I’m going to get rid of it as I think it’s a bit vague, and because several other goals cover it already. But I’m still going to keep on trying..

A challenge I apply every day, so I can check this one off for now.

I remembered this and I said it out loud to myself and it did work.

i feel i have mostly acheived this – my main question is what is the meaning of life and that has led me to looking at this kind of thing which truly gets through to me, i believe after looking at some of the things people wish to achieve in their lives that the true meaning of life is To do the best you can possibly do, make the best life you can, be confident, outgoing and live to the full , helping people is what i love doing- it is what i feel is the right thing to do, others may have different views but that is me. I now have a focus – to help other people in their problems and be the best person i can be, i am going to make my life the best i can and i hope some people will be as inspired by what i have said about my experience, there is good in all of us no matter how small there is a spark in us all, i no everyone has a bad side too but it is just like the stories you read – good always wins over evil , you have a choice. and dont forget that.