dream like I'm 12, live like I'm 30.

This weekend was about enjoying things and remembering how to have fun. OK, so the house didn’t get cleaned but it’s not too bad. I had fun and I needed that.

I spent Saturday watching a triathlon and talked to a load of people and did a lot of cheering for the racers. It was quite enjoyable. And today I helped a friend plant his yard. Again, fun and it was nice to just spend time hepling a friend and not stressing over school work or house work. I can stress over that this week. :)

I’ve got this goal so backwards that I am living like I am 15 and dreaming like I am 75. I don’t have time to dream since I am so overwhelmed with other things. And my house looks like a teenagers’ room. I’ve got this backwards. Time to get it sorted out. Time for a long walk and a chance to think about what I want to do and how I can accomplish it.

Remember when you were young and there were so many things you wanted to experience? You were full of dreams and everything seemed possible? Well, I’d like to recapture some of that excitement about life.

And the 30 part, well at 30 most people have a good sense of self and a grasp of reality. But there is also a lot of life still ahead of them. So, I want to combine the exuberance of youth with the groundedness of adulthood. I think the two would make a great combination. Now I just have to implement this plan.