be more mature

especially in certain serious circumstances i want to respected more and not seen as the person who cannot control their laugh has a younger audience around. im working on it

i want to become a mature 20 year old. i dont want to act so childish and silly anymore ,espicially around my mother and guys.I should be able to have a normal conversation with others wuthout always laughing and gigling,especially when what im saying is serious.

since i am the youngest in the family, speaks my mind with such force and is more inclined to rebellion, i am often scolded and told to become a responsible woman.

so i realize maybe i need to fix some aspects in my personality. and i am quite tired of being scolded all the time.

mature, for me is good in accepting a person, i mean not arguing or protesting all the way they act, especially a small mistake, that could me not that comfortable in that condition. tolerating is a good word to explain these, i guess. and believe it or not, i try it hard to make these happen and i failed in several times. until it made my boyfriend leave me. hahha. sad ending, wasnt it? perhaps, its a big call for me!

When I was 13, I felt mature. When I was 15, I felt mature and realized I wasn’t very mature when I was 13. When I was 17 I realized I wasn’t mature at all when I was 15. When I was 19 I realized how immature I was as a 17 year old. Now I’m older than that and looking back, I was so immature at 19! I think there are different stages of maturity, and a 13 year old is more mature than an 8 year old mentally and emotionally, but is nowhere close to a 23 year old. I can only expect that I’ll continue to grow as a person with every year. In my twenties, I feel like a completely different person than the me of my teens. But I’m not as mature as I’ll be at age 33.

I want to grow up and be more responsible. It’s about time. I’m almost 18.

I wanna be much more mature than now…
oh yeah I am Sweet 16 and coming closer to life
day by Day..
But, when the time comes to choose or decide anything
I want to decide the real right way… for myself.
and I need to b more mature for that!

I wanna be more mature and responsible, constantly helping them rather than always kidding around. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t wanna be so serious I never have fun, but I wanna learn the balance.

Well most people would say I’m pretty mature for my age, I can have good social skills and I don’t act immature alot of the time but I am immature when bad things happen, or things I’m not expecting and I don’t know how to deal with them, so I go in a strop which is kinda immature and I wanna grow out of this and learn a new and mature way to deal with unexpected and/or bad things in my life.

i don’t know where to start, but i’ll keep adding to it.
i want to be mature in all areas of my life, mostly in the way i think about things and deal with them, but also how i relate to others, even the things i have and wear may need to be changed.
someone recently made me realise i’m not as mature as i could be. and even though it hurt to be sort of rejected because of it, it was a big wake up call!
i may be intelligent but my boyfriend made me see life experience is just as important, and i hope in the next few months, when i’m working full time, and when i manage to move out and finally be doing things on my own, people will see a change in me :)