madly fall in love with life and music

started to play guitar again..
finding my inner music
sometimes it’s easier to do it with the piano or guitar than the cello..

practice each note – to be the most beautiful note with the most beautiful sound in the whole world:)
music is good when it comes from the bottom of my heart and when each note thrills me

again, I feel that I’m falling in love.

well, I think I’m falling in love with life..
in fact, I think I’m falling in love. full stop.
this hasn’t happened for ages..
or maybe, this has never happened. not with such intensity, purity and such great wish to give myself to somebody else.

to completely lose myself, oh Lord. what a feeling:)
this is what my life should be all the time.

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE!
nothing else. I don’t care what happens to me, all my fears and worries have vanished just like that. because love focuses my view on somebody else, his needs and well being, and I myself am not important anymore.
I want to disappear in love.

Love that I feel for him (really, gift from heaven) shows me how my love for God should look like. to disappear in Him. permanently look at him and completely forget about myself.

joy, oh joy:)