move to my own appartment

i am choosing it TODAY

i am so happy i am coming to terms with myself, and understanding myself more about this step.i am so happy that i will be on my own, everything tells me “GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!”

i have six more months to go, afterwards, i will really really really just get away.

because i am always in debt. but i should individulaize…for good.

well, it is back again, i should be moving so i could be me, i am destroyed here, maybe this is alot better than even doing anything in the world, what will happen that i should be considering how much each project and how much will it cost me to move for real.those estimates and the method should be reconsidered right now and today, it is the most important thing in life, is to leave this house which is the source of all my complexes and down moments that are ruining my life, such people they seem that they will never get out of here, they are like dead.

i am setting a fund for it whatever was the case. I should keep this as quiet as possible make a list of the things i should be buying and secure money for them.

it is the best thing i will ever do to myself.

i dreamed yesterday that i was taking away my luggage from home to my appartment, and it looked so real…:)))) i love this dream…i was wearing a nice makeup and was without headcover…!! but i was going away forever. :0

waiting for the right time

i am afraid of the reaction of my family. since they are so sticky. but i love them and it will be so hard in the end to move. :(