change myself

I have chosen this goal specifically because being with someone finally has made me realize how much I really suck. So I’ve made a list to follow in order to become the better me. this list includes:

-Become thinner (through eating more healthy foods and actually being active)
-Become graceful (through balance training)
-Think before I speak – this one may be pretty hard for me D:
-Become more affectionate towards significant other(s) (through forced affection repetition)
-Become sociable (through forcing myself to stay out of my room)
-Get clear skin (through buying skin care products and eating better)
-Gain intelligence
-Stop being eccentric (through being calmer)
-Become charismatic

These are the most important things I must change about myself. This goal is not for the benefit of me, but for the benefit of my life in general. I know I will be much happier when I achieve this goal.

First things first, new food choices and charisma practice! I have someone whom I really wouldn’t mind keeping around for a little while longer.

Wish me luck! ^.

So, I took up this goal because I’m not happy with the fact that some of my goals, my most important goals, have been on my list for over 1.5 years now. I’m talking about the ‘lose some weight’, ‘eat healthier’, ‘live instead of exist’ and ‘stop picking my skin’ goals. Those are probably the most important ones, because they relate directly to me. I’ve had some tries on the goals, but nothing which lasted. I feel like such a loser :(.

That’s why I came up with this silly name, Rainbow S. Sparks. Rainbow represents the person in me that doesn’t procrastinate and lives life to the fullest. The person I want to be, I know she’s in there somewhere, just waiting to get out. Therefore, I’ll be know as Rainbow untill I finish these goals, untill I can mark of this goal. When I’m done I can finally get back to other important goals such as ‘change the world’ and ‘leave a smaller ecological footprint’.

Don’t worry, I’m not changing my personality, I’ll still be the colourfull girl, pretending to be a princess ;).

The best way to morph into Rainbow is offcourse to dye my hair rainbow! I promise I’ll have rainbow hair in two months! It still has to recover from last bleach. In the mean time I’m going to stop picking my skin, there’s a start!

Yes, I might be going crazy, if so please tell me :P. Is this what they call quarterlife crisis?

I will not be what my mothers wanted me to be, i will dress they way and look the way i want from now on. I will not be the scared shy person i was, i will confess my love to my friend. I will start playing my guitar again. I will have two friends this year instead of one. That is how i will change my life.

change myself from an ugly dude to a hot gal

I will do this, I will do this

I won’t be what they remember.
For my sake and for relief sake I won’t let me
know them me the way they did.

Start to change myself

well, i’m starting highschool next year. And i’m excited yet scared. But before highschool starts, i’ma change myself..I need more style and to be more outgoing. But don’t know how. any ideas to get started?

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I will get married. I mean for cryin out Loud I’ll be 28 this year and you know I will not spend one more year single. It’s going to happen for me this year. Any single God fearing sold out for Jesus Jewish, or cacausin Men out there. Hey I’m a 28 year old successful women. Just in case you were wondering.

I will get down to a size 4.
It is the one goal that I’ve almost accomplished. With a heathy lifestyle and the determination of God’s help I’m going to make it happen this year.

Get out of Debt starting this year. Go back to college_{Havard!! YEAH!}

Finally and most important build a strong solid lasting relationship with GodJesus Christ! Without him none of this will be worth it.