Accept silence without fear.

I kinda freaked out that my friend was being really quiet.. and now he’s probably like.. ‘ahh, wtf?’ after I sent him a text that probably made me sound a bit crazy.
Hmm.. well.. if he likes me enough to understand my special level of crazy, he’ll (hopefully) realise that it’s just because I’m scared that I bore/annoy people & tend to take their lack of talking as an indication of how much they are secretly wishing I’d disappear. Dead rational me.. he invited me over in the first place. I make no sense, but that’s paranoia for you.