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4 months ago I had a dream where I went through the spirit world and I met a dead lady who I had never seen before and then I was in a waiting room and I went through a door and was emerged intto a brilliant light that filled me with an uncontrollable joy and I was sort of gliding through clouds and I saw a large church with a steeple and I went inside and first went into a chamber and there was a creature that was neon lime green with the number 9 all over it and it spoke with a low voice and it let me meet my mother who has been dead for 8 years. If any of my family members are reading this and have been wondering why I have been acting wierd for awhile is because that night God told me the secret to life.
More than actually seeing Him I want to know him so much more than I do.
..I’d say God does not exist. But I think I’ll keep this entry for a while.
...but hopefully I’ll have a chance to realize a few of these goals first!! Oh, and I don’t mean just having a personal relationship with Him, which I do have, but actually going to Heaven and being in His presence….ya know?








