Okay like so many others obviously I became depressed really bad for about a year.
Noone new because my way of hiding this was to act like the biggest most bubbly freak … which people laughed at me 4 and so vicous circle…
I never actually cut myself bad it was just pinpricks deep enough to draw blood … Marliyn Manson was my God …
I also listened to MCr and other rock bands but all the while I was still so fucking depressed until I started listening to the things Gerard had to say on youtube..
It is honestly just terrible that people accuse MCR of being auses of depression and saying that they’re making kids cut themselves..
I just wanna say I love them and that they really are saving so many kids.
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May 13, 2008, 03:43PM PDT | 0 comments
You’ll probably never see this and that’s okay. i was a mess a few years ago 3 years i had depression i cut myself i thought about suiside and then i heard randomly the BLACK PARADE it was a life changing moment i realised someone does give a damn if i make it through tomorrow or the days after that was a really good feeling to feel so free from everything that was holding me back like a release i just need to tell the world you’re my hero because you made it through a struggle and like me is standing tall today and helping others SOMEONE DOES CARE ABOUT KIDS LIKE ME and really i owe you my life thanks again
Apr 04, 2008, 11:16PM PDT | 0 comments
i just wanna thank gerard and also frank, mikey, ray nd matt for their music with it being the only good thing going for me in my life. He saved me when i was on the brink of insanity, the lyrics helped me temporarily pull myself together for a while which probably saved my life
Jan 24, 2006, 10:48AM PST | 0 comments
I would love to thank him for rescuing me at times when Ive literally had razor blades resting above my wrist, waiting for that spurt of bravery to do it. Its at those times when the only thing that saves me is the music of MCR, the empathy I get from it. I feel like I owe him so much, I owe him my life, and yet people treat the band as though they are not worthy of things because some morons think theyre emo whiners. Those people have tried so hard to stop me adoring MCR, and they never will because they stop me from doing things I would not live to regret. They stopped me cutting myself, I used to do it all the time before I found them, but now I hardly ever do. They just deserve so much adoration, which they dont always recieve, but from me, it is a resounding THANK YOU. Thanks to the band for their music and thanks to gerard for inspiring me. Heres some examples of how sweet he is:
“No one should be in pain. Everyone should love themselves. Like I love you all.”
“Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary.”
Little things I found that he said that inspire me to keep surviving. So let my stupid friends call him a poser. Because to me, he is the greatest man alive, who has saved me so many times. And that comes before anything else. If I could thank him, I would be very happy
Dec 05, 2005, 08:25PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Gerard is an amazing guy, with many talents. It really makes me dissapointed in some who just like him and the group for thier appearences. I think gerard, and my chemical romance deserve much more credit for what theyve achieved than just to be put on display, and be treated as a pieces of meat. There is much more to people than meets they eye, which is often overlooked, or just not understood.
Oct 04, 2005, 07:30PM PDT | 0 comments
IF I EVER GET TO SEE GERARD I WOULD THANK HIM TONS OF TIMES FOR SAVING MY LIFE AND WRITING ALL THOSE SONGS THAT GAVE ME A MESSAGE, GERARD IS THE ONLY THING I HAVE IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. AND IF ANYTHING BAD WOULD EVER HAPPEN TO HIM ( WHICH I HOPE NOTHING BAD REALLY DOES HAPPEN TO HIM) I WOULD START TO CRY ALL THE TIME.
THANK YOU GERARD!
Sep 17, 2005, 06:33PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
he has made me see life a whole different way and i love him for that i was 2 the point of suicide but i saw u can overcome this by bein wild ne juss simply bein yourself and i learned this from gerard i would love to just spend a day talkin 2 him
Aug 13, 2005, 08:01PM PDT | 2 cheers | 3 comments
You saved my life and if i ever get the chance, I want to tell this to your face. Thank you.
Aug 04, 2005, 11:07AM PDT | 1 comment