It was a learning experience after all.

Today I take one step towards living my dreams and it is [edit] going on a spontaneous bike ride just like I used to do before. Singing while biking? That’s new :)

I cannot handle it all at once.

I promise to take it step by step.

I am good at making promises.

I aim to excel at implementing my promises.

I trust myself. 1 week ago

thoughts, at least… 1 week ago

to leave the ‘healing program’ I’ve started for my-self. It’s easier.
I have to be strong and keep it up. I can make it. 3 months ago

I’ve mastered at making promises to my-self. I start next week, I begin on Monday, I’ll commence right after I get this or that done…

None of those works for me. I have to start NOW or I’ll never do.

A new month is a good reason to take up a new activity but a change does not really need the 1st or the 31st to begin.

Now… I have already started transforming the CHAOS into ELATION and all I really want for myself is to keep it up. Continue on. Go on. Go ahead. Happy Birthday me :) 3 months ago

Skiing in sight! 3 months ago

hear your voice. Inner voice.

_{NB. I lost voice last Wed and have been on sick leave since then. Feeling better now and actually my ‘outer’ voice is returning in baby steps.}

There’s been a lot going on around and extremely little of what I’d appreciate. This is what I’ve created over the last couple of months (or years!). CHAOS.

tbc 3 months ago

is the word of the month. Visualization helps. Yoga helps. Music helps. Tears help. 3 months ago

A new month, with birthday upcoming (I love b’days!), I totally feel like it. Take a breath and there I go! Life is beautiful, not worth wasting a second! 3 months ago

I just bought my daughter a cd with children’s songs of my childhood. I couldn’t wait to listen to it and when I played it, I was taken to the times when I actually lived my passions to an absolute extent. Living these memories made my day and of course me cry (I am overemotional, I have always been so). Great journey. 5 months ago

All of our suffering in life is from saying we want one thing and doing another. (Debbie Ford)

And it’s all I can say at the moment… 5 months ago

I am getting to realize my life’s been stripped off of the activities I love most. I have a job, I take my employee-self to work and then back home, and again work and home and work and home. At home, I am a mother-self (this role is extremely self-realizing, not less exhausting though ;)), a wife-self, a homemaker-self. And my passion self’s been left far away and ’s been calling me to take her back home.
I was deaf.
What would your life be without music, what would your life be without this fave physical workout, what would your life be without writing, what would your life be without artistry channeled through as it steps up? Better ask: what your life is without…
Knowing I am NOT likely to have any more time during the day and knowing I am unable to give up on my fave activities, I have to compromise. Or advance, perhaps. Take life in my hands and make bestest of use out of it. Do not f.e.a.r. Be B.R.A.V.E. 7 months ago

in theory I know well what it needs

in practice I keep repeating the old patterns and thus keep myself distant from what I feel my true calling is

ps. with certain areas of my life ‘mended’, I am much better balanced to what I used to be, though the remaining pieces of the pie need really hard work on them

God help meeeeee!!! :) 8 months ago

considered seriously, otherwise I am gonna burn out soon.

I’ve kept repeating the above in my head over and over again.

How long soon can take? 8 months ago

about taking my daughter for a mountain trek in the new backpack carrier this weekend! 10 months ago

what extremely successful means…

_{and if I will ever be so}10 months ago

is all it takes. Not fueled, talents will fade and let boredom and dejection reign. Kudos to all you people who dare to keep your passions up and never let them die. Thank you for showing where to seek happiness. I thank you, thank you whole-heartedly and I am so happy for you! 10 months ago

I’ve been doing only a little lately. I got involved in a job that tends to be interesting but it’s all about ONE PARTICULAR TOPIC and so not that fulfilling. I like the “topic” but I don’t like the way it’s done. I don’t like sitting in the office for hours. As a result, I’ve stopped doing anything but coming to work (and working). Just home – work – sleep round and round. It makes me feel very limited and unhappy. I need a little time to take a breath. I need to really wake up and start living my true passions. 23 months ago