be under 100 lbs

Okay before anyone goes on the attack with the banhammer—I’m very very short! I used to be naturally in the double digits and I would like to get back to that size.

I sound overly defensive but I’ve already lost one account to this problem, since some people apparently can’t deal with my shortness :P

I was 105 for about 3 months and managed to get down to 102
but it’s just not good enough….
I have to be in double digits soon!
97 would be perfect..

i was doing so well for 3 days…didnt eat anything at all but then the fourth day messed me up…
i weigh 105 or 106 now but thats too fat..until im in double digits i can never be happy

wish i looked like that girl in pic:(

i went back up to like…105lb :/ i wanna be skinny like that girl in the picture

i really dont understand how people can fast…i keep trying but fail, i think the longest i have fasted was erm…6-7 hours! thats pathetic lol
i just cant see how i can get out of eating because we always eat as a family…
but monday i have a long college day so…i never eat breakfast and im sure i can get out of eating much at lunch and then tell my mom i dont want dinner on mondays because i dont want to eat after 5pm! ... should work! i may sound mad to some people but i understand it lol …
any tips on how to stay focused and resist from eating? i heard teething gel on your tongue could work…???

for most of this year, i was 100lbs. sometimes i was below and sometimes i was above. recently i’ve been around 107 and that bothers me because it’s almost 110. i haven’t been 110 in so long. my highest weight was 117 when i was like 5’0 and i was disgusting. so i’m afraid of going there again.
since it is still the holidays, there is chocolate all over my house, but i’ve been trying to eat fruit instead. i’m also going to start to play my wii a lot more.
i’ve had issues with eating (or not eating, really) in the past, and i really wouldn’t like to relive that. i want to do this the healthy right way with exercise, water and whole foods.

ps. i don’t really like how there is a big yellow EATING DISORDERS ARE BAD warning at the top of this goal. i know a lot of people who take on this goal do have eating disorders and disillusioned thoughts, but i don’t think 100lbs is terribly unrealistic for some people. i didn’t even look like i was 100lbs when i was.

second day of “thinking” thin, I have really been watching what I eat and eliminated “sugar”. Today there is a potluck at my work, I need to maintain, but I am worried.

i have been where alot of you are right now and i sometimes still struggle with my eating disorder but you cant let it consume your life i know right now you are probably thinking yeah yeah shut up you don’t know what its like to feel so f*ing fat that you are afraid to sit in a chair because it might break but i do know what your going through and i probably wont say anything to change your mind but if i can help one person from going down this path or help one person who has been down the path and wants out i will be happy. If any of you would like to talk to me about my experience or anything at all i would be happy to talk to you. pinkbubbles9476@earthlink.net

just remember you are the most beautiful at a healthy weight and you can win its all in how you look at it

cw: 131
hw: 140
lw: 105

TODAY I HAD…
water.
tea.
starbucks.
peach.

i feel like i have no one, im alone. im hoping to be able to be as stong as some of you girls are. you are my thinspiration. Thanks

i’m like…102, so close so close!