Have a torrid erotic clandestine purely physical affair

Both of two boys I talked about in my earlier post revealed themselves just as real crap.
As person, I mean.
So nothing done with the second and goodbye with the first one.
I am so closed…and everyone seems to me so vulgar and poor.
It is really really difficult for me to get interested and involved in someone. :-(

Yeah right, like I’m going to share! Nice try…

...with the first one.
I find him a wonderful guy. Really wish to see him again soon. Very soon.

Well, there are these two guys.
First one has a crush on me since last october. I don’t know if I really like him, but the way he’s going mad about me is starting something in me…
Second one is very very very VERY sexy and is driving me crazy…can’t think about him without getting wet (blush!).
He promise me multiorgasmic nights and I don’t have any doubt he is the lover I’ve always dreamt of…
But…
I still have difficulties to let go.
Many fantasies about both of them, but no fact yet.
When it comes to decide where and when, I escape.
:(

blah, I need love >_> not flesh

Loneliness is expected if not predicted…

Anyway, those were crazy days I’m gladly put behind, no regrets at all…but I’m too old now for such daily romps.

Last one was in that hammock, I can’t avoid smiling everytime I see that picture. It was dark, we found each other at the same place watching the sea, we’d seen each other around the town, Choroní, a small fishermen town in the venezuelan coast. A noisy couple was making it out downstairs, guess that was the tipping point.

... till you nearly get caught! Then you get all paranoid!

I have never regreted NOT sleeping with someone

I told him from the beginning… I will use you for sex and dump you when I’m bored with you. He didn’t seem to have a problem with that. Gee..lots of sex, no commitment, no “do you love me?”, “am I fat?” I’m the perfect woman right?

a crazy wild sexual relationship with a hot (french) boy was everything i needed…couldnt last forever, of course, but so wonderfully guiltly satisfying while it does…like chocolate cake, but better.