live right here, right now, like THIS IS IT

I keep saying that my life is off right now…something just does not seem right. At the same time i keep having this itch to really go back to New Zealand…weird, right! hahaha, i mean, its not like i woke up one day and thought this, i really have been wanting to go back to NZ for a few weeks now, and this itch is getting worse by the week!

I really think that i need to stop thinking and actually do something different with my life at the moment because something is just not right and i seem to be living my life waiting for something to happen, to change, when what i really need to do is figure out what it is. I mean what the hell is it that i want in life? ! i need to make a change in my life to really make sure i am living in the moment and making the best of every second instead of waiting, hoping, wishing!

it just might be

The ‘acomodador’, with its origins in old Mexican traditions is a situation in our life that can be identified as the cause from which moment onwards our development has come to a halt. It can be a trauma, a defeat, a disappointment in love that has lead us to loose our courage in life. The development of our self-awareness can only proceed if we can liberate ourselves from the ‘acomodador’ situation.
How many of us ever started learning something e.g. a musical instrument and then gave up after putting a certain amount of efforts? Almost everybody might have gone through such situation time and again. It’s the Acomodador which lay down the rules at such moments and stops us from pursuing our dreams. It is for us to identify that moment, the Acomodador and go beyond it to pursue our dreams.

To make this happen we need to review our life many times and to review all the personal stories we have created about ourselves until we can forget them and grasp the learning and intuition that has been developed in those situations. It is about finishing unfinished stories and liberating ourselves from a dictator called the ‘acomodador’.

on a bit of a spiritual trip right now, if I can call it that. Really trying to find what it is that makes me truly happy and what fulfills me.

Last week has been a tough week for me in which I nearly lost someone so very close to my heart.

That opened my eyes to the fact that gratitude is so important and that taking things for granted can make your life seem like ‘same old, same old’ because you don’t have an eye for the little magic things anymore.

Well, over the coming days and weeks I’d like to transform this goal into a place to write about lessons learned, inspiring thoughts and the like…

When I look at life from this perspective It irritates me.

I have so many hopes and dreams for my life… I want to be successful, I have a driving passion inside me to work hard and get to the next level in everything I do.
I’m young, but even now I feel I am wasting so much of my time.

This is it, I’m living right now. I cannot simply wait until I am “successful” to live my life. There will always be another level I will be trying to reach… thee will always be a goal to accomplish.
I need to learn to live.

~Chavi

Since I was about 12-13 I have lived continually for the future, as though each thing I do is leading up to an ultinalte goal. Even when I’m in the process of doing enjoyable things that I have waited for, I still feel like I’m waiting for something… the ultimate thing.

I have lately been trying to really live in the moment, of course preparing for the future is smart, but continually living in it is not.
I want to live my life through a child’s eye, where everything is new and exciting. Where you don’t worry about things, you live right here, right now… like, this is it.

...hehe at the moment I’m spending too much of this “right now” time on my computer…

Time to go live out my goals instead of write them! (I’ll be back in an hour or so, lol)

~Chavi

Church, massage, lunch. I was going to wait before getting a massage, but why would I do that?

To enroll or not to enroll in a Yoga Class on Friday nights..

What do you think?

“Life is to be lived. If you have to support yourself, you had bloody well better find some way that is going to be interesting.”
- Katharine Hepburn

She was writing about learning to Let go...

People, places, ideas, things, whatever they may be. If they aren’t helping you, making you grow, see the sunny side, etc… let them go! She said, “Your destiny is not tied to anybody that left” then she supports it with scripture:

“They come out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us.”

I John 2:19