stop being cynical about love

...But I’m not totally against it

http://madame-miscellanea.blogspot.com/2007/01/oh-how-nice.html

I found my theory on relationships…

http://madame-miscellanea.blogspot.com/2007/01/my-theory-on-relationships.html

Ever since I broke up with an idiot boyfriend at the begining of this year, I kind of became a love cynic. I at first didn’t notice it but my friends started pointing it out to me when I was predicting the end of their relationships before they even began. I find a flaw in every guy that tries to get close and spread it as much as I can to keep him away. I NEED TO STOP THIS! It’s hurting my friends and myself and any future potential of a boyfriend. I don’t have to believe in love but I have to stop discouraging the potential for it.

i’m having a really hard time with this one. i want that to change desperately.