Not be such a control freak

I think I’m learning slowly. I really thought in January 2006 that I’d made big strides here. But then my entire year just fell apart with event after event and no time for that slow, soul-searching kind of personal growth.

But you know, the tough events are periods of growth too and it’s coming ;)

I hate that I have to worry how every little thing turns out. Maybe someone else’s way would be just fine but how will I ever know?

I need to contemplate ways to make this goal a reality. I think it would be better for my health and state of mind.