It made me

How I did it: I followed my heart. I wanted to say he was wrong from me because he wasn't what I expected, but I think that's what really made me grow up and see what love really is. he loves me and actually sees who I am. He listens, he cares, and he thinks I'm beautiful the way i naturally am. i was scared to love him...scared I'd get hurt again...scared i'd hurt him. I tried to hide behind the commitment factor, but what it really boiled down to was letting myself be completely vulnerable. Totally at the mercy of another. On New years day I finally came to my senses and made it absolutley official that we were together...something I'd been hesitatiing to do for nearly 6 months. I'm so happy i finally let myself be in love. His name is Chris and he has taught me how to love and be loved in return. no questions asked. Read how I did it… 3 years ago